This post is Maria's fault… She called me out. NO! Of course I had no plans on sharing this list: that's why I left it out! But, here it is; I'm doing it for the fans. A concrete, documented list to point at should I fail. (All jokes of course Maria; kinda. Not really.)
On average I get through 45-50 books in a year. My goal for 2014 will be to make sure that in addition to any other reading that the following ten books are read (or at least attempted). They have been hanging around for too long, and I've been actively avoiding some of them.
In no particular order:
The Savage Detectives by Roberto Bolano. I know nothing about this book; which is exactly how I like to start reading a novel.
The Amazing Adventures of Kavalier & Clay by Michael Chabon. I think Chabon may be my favorite living author and yet I haven't read his magnum opus. I should be excited but for some reason I'm apprehensive about starting this.
The Brief Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao by Junot Diaz. I know nothing about this book other than the fact that Diaz with lots of awards and publishes very little.
Wolf Hall by Hilary Mantel. The press loves this book and Mantel. I've never talked to a real person who read it and enjoyed--or hell, even got through it--or even another blogger for that matter. I'm ear-marking this to be one I start reading and end up putting down. Six-hundred pages of English history sounds like a tall order for anyone to write compelling fiction about.
The Name of the Rose by Umberto Eco. This one I'm looking forward to. It may be the first on the list I read.
Love in the Time of Cholera by Gabriel Garcia Marquez. I love his short stories. I know nothing about this novel.
The Magus by John Fowles. Possibly my favorite deceased author. Seriously looking forward to it but daunted by the size.
The Angel's Game by Carlos Ruiz Zafon. I don't know why, but despite liking The Shadow of the Wind this book has a 'reader repellent' on it. Every time I get close to picking it up something pushes me away.
The Little Stranger by Sarah Waters. I know nothing about this book.
The Brooklyn Follies by Paul Auster. A phenomenal writer who happens to wear me out.
So, those are my ten. Read any of them? Do I have some good stuff ahead of me? Some fail? Anyone wanna join in and read along as to keep me motivated?
Thursday, January 2, 2014
Wednesday, January 1, 2014
Books of the Year 2013 and of Things to Come
Time for my favorite post of the year! This was a good year for me in terms broadening my reading and, better still, I wasn't merely reading new-to-me stuff for the sake of doing it, rather, I actually like poetry. A huge thank you to The Parrish Lantern for many a good suggestion in that category. An unofficial goal for next year will be to continue to seek out new poets that I like, just as I do with fiction.
I read all of seven books of poetry this year and if I learned nothing else it is that poetry slows me down more than fiction. Why this is I don't know for certain, but I'd guess it has something to do with my inability to quickly pick up on the obvious important stuff upon first reading.
I finished eight short story collections which I'm pretty sure is a record for me.
I finished thirty novels; forty-five total 'books.'
This is officially not a "Best Books of 2013" list. I've only read three books from this year. As such, these are the books that stood out to me--enough to merit some special designation--at the end of my year of reading.
Poetry. Thanks to Ted Huges for Crow; Thomas Lux for Half-Promised Land, John Siddique for Full Blood, David Lloyd for Warriors. I don't yet know what I'm doing in reading poetry nor do I feel confident to talk about what I like and why, but I do know what I like, and I'm hoping to find more of it in the coming year.
The Ocean at the End of The Lane by Neil Gaiman and Among Others by Jo Walton. I'm pretty sure nothing happened in either one of these books and I like it when things happen… Both books certainly have their fans and that's fine by me, but I didn't see the attraction to either.
Inkheart by Cornelia Funke. I've no idea why this hit me as hard as it did but I loved every word---at times against my own volition.
"Kiss me Hardy!" is a phrase from Code Name Verity that I'll probably never get out of my head. It was a great story--and a well written one--that I didn't care for. It just wasn't for me but yeah, I don't think I'll ever forget it.
Everybody has Everything by Katrina Onstad is a story that so many of us experience everyday: how could it be forgotten? The End of the Whole Mess by Stephen King from Wastelands is a short story that manages to combine sentiment, wit, and the end of the world all in twenty pages. I don't think I've ever read a novel of his but wow is he good at short stories. The Matter of Seggri by Ursula K Le Guin in The Birthday of the World--for me--is quiet literally unforgettable. It made me think and see things in a new ways until my head hurt, and it was a pleasurable pain at that. I'm partial to Sara Zarr (okay, honestly: I'm in love with her) so year I remember Story of a Girl very well.
Happily, I'm skipping over the 'favorite' category as it gave the judges and viewers such fits last year.
There are three books in the running: The Arabian Nightmare by Robert Irwin, Perfect Escape by Jennifer Brown and Soon I will Be Invincible by Austin Grossman. I've said enough about each of these books already so follow the links for more: read them all. They are all great.
It's been six months and I still get ridiculously excited thinking about Perfect Escape. I loved it. I wanted to be in the car on this road trip to yell at people and fix everything. When it was over all I wanted to do was undergo the anxiety of being with them more and reading it again.
So what's coming next year? I won't be surprised if there is a good bit of science fiction, and books in a series. I've also singled out ten books that I absolutely must read this coming year if only because it seems I've been avoiding them for a long time. They are all really big and scary looking with lofty reputations. If I were to make a new year's commitment--which I'm not--it would be to make certain I get through those ten before 2015.
Happy New Year.
Favorite work by a new to me Author
The "Dear God, Why did I put up with Reading this Book" Award
Biggest Surprise
Stories that I can't get out of my mind
Everybody has Everything by Katrina Onstad is a story that so many of us experience everyday: how could it be forgotten? The End of the Whole Mess by Stephen King from Wastelands is a short story that manages to combine sentiment, wit, and the end of the world all in twenty pages. I don't think I've ever read a novel of his but wow is he good at short stories. The Matter of Seggri by Ursula K Le Guin in The Birthday of the World--for me--is quiet literally unforgettable. It made me think and see things in a new ways until my head hurt, and it was a pleasurable pain at that. I'm partial to Sara Zarr (okay, honestly: I'm in love with her) so year I remember Story of a Girl very well.
The Best Book I Read in 2012
There are three books in the running: The Arabian Nightmare by Robert Irwin, Perfect Escape by Jennifer Brown and Soon I will Be Invincible by Austin Grossman. I've said enough about each of these books already so follow the links for more: read them all. They are all great.
So what's coming next year? I won't be surprised if there is a good bit of science fiction, and books in a series. I've also singled out ten books that I absolutely must read this coming year if only because it seems I've been avoiding them for a long time. They are all really big and scary looking with lofty reputations. If I were to make a new year's commitment--which I'm not--it would be to make certain I get through those ten before 2015.
Happy New Year.
Monday, December 30, 2013
The Month in Review and of Thing to Come
My least favorite time of year is over and that's a good thing. Holidays aside, December was a rather dull month (and all the activity that the holiday did bring wasn't exactly positive nor exciting). As you can tell from my blogging activity I haven't been reading a whole bunch. It's an odd lull I'm in. I know that I've never done well reading more than one book at a time, yet that is what I'm doing at the present. Stranger still, I'm really enjoying them both books I'm currently reading: I just don't really feel like reading a bunch at the moment and I don't think forcing myself to do so will yield positive results either.
I received one book--as in one--for Christmas. This fact throws into the sharpest of relief how poorly the people who claim to know me best know me. So a great big ole thank you and internet hugs to Maria for Divergent by Veronica Roth. I'm excited about this book for two reasons: I know nothing about it, and my sister is starting it soon so we can read it together.
When I get back to How to Read Literature LIke a Professor I don't think I'll be any worse off for the time away, but I can admit I'm doing an injustice to How to Paint a Dead Man. As I said before, both are very good and in the case of the latter by Sarah Hall I'll certainly be looking into more of her books, reading just ain't a priority right now.
I saw the second part of The Hobbit and was bored to the point of near constipation. I saw Ender's Game and was pleasantly surprised. Movies are all well and good, but it's getting harder and harder for me to justify the money for the theatre experience.
I had really good intentions last month with outlining my reading goals and expectations for this month but yeah… none of that happened. No big surprise that I'll pass on making similar statements for January, but I am expecting to read a lot of science fiction in the near future. That's both exciting and scary. I'll hope for the best.
The strangest and best news of the month came a from a friend who I convinced to read the Sinai Tapestry by Edward Whittemore. She loves it and I knew she would, but she's not reading it, she's listening to it as an audio book! A writer who has been twice out of print now not only has a third chance at deserved attention but a new generations treatment at that.
I've said it before: read Wittemore.
I've said it before: read Wittemore.
Monday, December 2, 2013
Month in Review
The greatest thing that happened in November may have been the greatest thing to happen this year: I found a new used book and it is quite literally right across the street. I thought Bookmiser went out of business no less than twelve years ago, seems they only moved to a new location and never told me about it.
It's odd for me to go to a used book store and have zero store credit but hopefully that will soon change; it's not as if lack of credit impeded me from buying… This store is beautiful. New and used together on the same shelve; immaculate organization, neat, clean, tidy as could be (and if you've ever been in one of 'those other' kind of used bookstores you'll know the value of neat clean and tidy although I'll be the first to admit that 'dust, mildew, and cluttered' certainly has it's charm.) I bought The Mysteries of Pittsburgh and Wonder Boys both by Michael Chabon because he's awesome. I remembered the title and positive reviews of Better Living Through Plastic Explosives by Zsuzsi Gartner. Perhaps that goes to show the value of a great title or maybe the benefit of being shortlisted for the Giller Prize. Either way, the title stuck.
I bought six books in total this month, which is at least six too many considering what I still own and haven't read.
I read all of four books this month: this is a A LOT considering my recent reading fatigue. I owe The Parrish Lantern and huge thank you for bring Full Blood by John Siddique and Warriors by David Lloyd to my attention. The Tombs of Atuan by Ursual K Le Guin was perhaps the best and most boring book I've read this year. Soon, I Will Be Invincible by Austin Grossman was phenomenal for more reasons than I can recall and launched a new name to my 'immediate read' list.
December brings the holiday madness… blah… Hopefully it will go over as well as Thanksgiving did. In terms of reading, I'm currently in the middle of two books that I'm finding excellent: How To Paint a Dead Man by Sarah Hall and How to Read Literature like a Professor by Thomas Foster ; only one of those is non-fiction; color me surprised that I like it as much as I do. For the rest of the month's reading I'm eyeing Thomas Lux's God Particles and, for some reasons, werewolves in London has a certain holiday appeal to me so I'll dive into Martin Millar's Curse of the Wolf Girl since I liked the first book so much.
Can anyone make sense of that last part? Cause I can't…
In rereading this post, I see that my reading is all over the map! And I honestly think that's a good thing.
It's odd for me to go to a used book store and have zero store credit but hopefully that will soon change; it's not as if lack of credit impeded me from buying… This store is beautiful. New and used together on the same shelve; immaculate organization, neat, clean, tidy as could be (and if you've ever been in one of 'those other' kind of used bookstores you'll know the value of neat clean and tidy although I'll be the first to admit that 'dust, mildew, and cluttered' certainly has it's charm.) I bought The Mysteries of Pittsburgh and Wonder Boys both by Michael Chabon because he's awesome. I remembered the title and positive reviews of Better Living Through Plastic Explosives by Zsuzsi Gartner. Perhaps that goes to show the value of a great title or maybe the benefit of being shortlisted for the Giller Prize. Either way, the title stuck.
I bought six books in total this month, which is at least six too many considering what I still own and haven't read.
I read all of four books this month: this is a A LOT considering my recent reading fatigue. I owe The Parrish Lantern and huge thank you for bring Full Blood by John Siddique and Warriors by David Lloyd to my attention. The Tombs of Atuan by Ursual K Le Guin was perhaps the best and most boring book I've read this year. Soon, I Will Be Invincible by Austin Grossman was phenomenal for more reasons than I can recall and launched a new name to my 'immediate read' list.
December brings the holiday madness… blah… Hopefully it will go over as well as Thanksgiving did. In terms of reading, I'm currently in the middle of two books that I'm finding excellent: How To Paint a Dead Man by Sarah Hall and How to Read Literature like a Professor by Thomas Foster ; only one of those is non-fiction; color me surprised that I like it as much as I do. For the rest of the month's reading I'm eyeing Thomas Lux's God Particles and, for some reasons, werewolves in London has a certain holiday appeal to me so I'll dive into Martin Millar's Curse of the Wolf Girl since I liked the first book so much.
Can anyone make sense of that last part? Cause I can't…
In rereading this post, I see that my reading is all over the map! And I honestly think that's a good thing.
Wednesday, November 27, 2013
Soon, I Will Be Invincible by Austin Grossman
At any given time, I reserve the right to defend Soon, I Will Be Invincible as my single favorite book.
There are superheroes with super powers; a mad scientist, super villains with horribly failed experiments; there's government funding; fairy magic; futuristic tech; secret identities; the undying quest for invincibility and world domination; and what's most important: costumes.
Generally I hate books with two separate narratives. I hate this mechanic only because I more often than not spend too much time trying to see how and when the two stories will come together. This is my personal reading quark, if I'm going to get two narratives I like them to be completely divergent. I was so caught up in reading Soon, I Will Be Invincible, I was so engrossed in enjoying it that I forgot that I hate books with two separate narratives.
The story and the cast of characters essentially revolves around a core group of prep school kids who won all the yearbook superlatives. Either by demonic or alien intervention, sheer will and determination, third partied accident, or self inflicted curiosity they all became 'powered' individuals.
The first story thread involves The Champions, the pseudo-defunct, generational superhero squad. There are lots of superheros but these guys are the elite. They have a few new members, they are short a few old vanguards, and worst of all they've no reason to come together.
The second story involves Doctor Impossible, the smartest man in the world though that is not his super power. He's in prison waiting his chance to get out and take over the world. He's done this before, but mitigating circumstances have always risen. But his newest plan can't fail due to an odd stroke of luck not even the doctor can put together: the literally invincible CoreFire, Impossible's nemesis, his greatest invention, and the strongest of the Champions, has disappeared.
Watching these powered individuals interact is amazing yet scarce as this is anything but an extroverted action movie type book. Both narratives are in first person. We are either in the mind of Doctor Impossible (which isn't as scary as one would think) or Fatale's, the newest champion and a cyborg possibly of Impossible's creation. Fatale is ever concerned with fitting in, both with people and The Champions and Impossible is angry that he can't be accepted as an evil genius and have his way.
Stereotypes are avoided in surprising ways. CoreFire is out of the picture which is actually convenient for an invincible superhero and makes the rest of the team actually have to apply themselves. Impossible may be tougher, stronger, and faster than most but his real superpower is mundane: his mind. Impossible sees The Champions as politically favored vigilantes who like to pick on him for being smarter than they are. The Champions see Impossible for what he is: too dangerous to trust with a thought let alone his freedom. Watching Impossible throw down with The Champions is a wonder.
There were three wild cards that kept me guessing, all of which are related to Impossible: CoreFire and Fatale both of his creation, one invincible the other unknown, and Impossible's ex-girlfriend whose allegiance is unknown. It all came together beautifully.
We see how an genius becomes evil and how being a superhero becomes trite and perhaps even how invincibility breeds boredom as opposed to the never finished quest for scientific genius. A lot of superhero troupes are indulged but done so in very contemporary ways. Grossman never quite mocks fantasy or sci-fi troupes as mercilessly as his brother does in The Magicians, nor does he endlessly subvert the troupes like Michael Swanwick, but Grossman does continually make us see superheros in a very contemporary light. They get married and divorced, go on SNL, drink too much and become maudlin, or take a hiatus to the moon when the tabloid pressure gets to be too much; they go to maximum security prisons (somehow they protect their secret identities at all times).
This book is as hysterical as it is literary. It's not overly dark or gritty but neither are their costumes straight out of the wash. I can't imagine there ever being a sequel but just as we know Impossible will never be wholly stopped there will always be resistance. It was so good I may read it again.
There are superheroes with super powers; a mad scientist, super villains with horribly failed experiments; there's government funding; fairy magic; futuristic tech; secret identities; the undying quest for invincibility and world domination; and what's most important: costumes.
Generally I hate books with two separate narratives. I hate this mechanic only because I more often than not spend too much time trying to see how and when the two stories will come together. This is my personal reading quark, if I'm going to get two narratives I like them to be completely divergent. I was so caught up in reading Soon, I Will Be Invincible, I was so engrossed in enjoying it that I forgot that I hate books with two separate narratives.
The story and the cast of characters essentially revolves around a core group of prep school kids who won all the yearbook superlatives. Either by demonic or alien intervention, sheer will and determination, third partied accident, or self inflicted curiosity they all became 'powered' individuals.
The first story thread involves The Champions, the pseudo-defunct, generational superhero squad. There are lots of superheros but these guys are the elite. They have a few new members, they are short a few old vanguards, and worst of all they've no reason to come together.
The second story involves Doctor Impossible, the smartest man in the world though that is not his super power. He's in prison waiting his chance to get out and take over the world. He's done this before, but mitigating circumstances have always risen. But his newest plan can't fail due to an odd stroke of luck not even the doctor can put together: the literally invincible CoreFire, Impossible's nemesis, his greatest invention, and the strongest of the Champions, has disappeared.
Watching these powered individuals interact is amazing yet scarce as this is anything but an extroverted action movie type book. Both narratives are in first person. We are either in the mind of Doctor Impossible (which isn't as scary as one would think) or Fatale's, the newest champion and a cyborg possibly of Impossible's creation. Fatale is ever concerned with fitting in, both with people and The Champions and Impossible is angry that he can't be accepted as an evil genius and have his way.
Stereotypes are avoided in surprising ways. CoreFire is out of the picture which is actually convenient for an invincible superhero and makes the rest of the team actually have to apply themselves. Impossible may be tougher, stronger, and faster than most but his real superpower is mundane: his mind. Impossible sees The Champions as politically favored vigilantes who like to pick on him for being smarter than they are. The Champions see Impossible for what he is: too dangerous to trust with a thought let alone his freedom. Watching Impossible throw down with The Champions is a wonder.
There were three wild cards that kept me guessing, all of which are related to Impossible: CoreFire and Fatale both of his creation, one invincible the other unknown, and Impossible's ex-girlfriend whose allegiance is unknown. It all came together beautifully.
We see how an genius becomes evil and how being a superhero becomes trite and perhaps even how invincibility breeds boredom as opposed to the never finished quest for scientific genius. A lot of superhero troupes are indulged but done so in very contemporary ways. Grossman never quite mocks fantasy or sci-fi troupes as mercilessly as his brother does in The Magicians, nor does he endlessly subvert the troupes like Michael Swanwick, but Grossman does continually make us see superheros in a very contemporary light. They get married and divorced, go on SNL, drink too much and become maudlin, or take a hiatus to the moon when the tabloid pressure gets to be too much; they go to maximum security prisons (somehow they protect their secret identities at all times).
This book is as hysterical as it is literary. It's not overly dark or gritty but neither are their costumes straight out of the wash. I can't imagine there ever being a sequel but just as we know Impossible will never be wholly stopped there will always be resistance. It was so good I may read it again.
Friday, November 15, 2013
Shopping
I did some spontaneous book buying today which is always fun and I ended up surprising myself quite a bit.
I started in a Barnes and Noble then remembered I'm broke and left rather quickly going down the road to my favorite used book store. The Books for Less at Mall of Georgia is still my favorite location but the second store in Alpharetta is growing on me.
I didn't have anything in mind to buy but by the time I was done it was rather clear that I wanted comfort food reading material, which for me means fantasy. I've sucked at picking fantasy literature that I can actually get through and enjoy for about five years now, but that hasn't stopped me from trying.
Melanie Rawn is a name I've read in passing for a while so I saw her name on a shelf and reached for a book at random. What I pulled down was The Dragon's Touchstone by Irene Radford. I feel that choice is destined to be serendipitous. What's more is I read twenty pages and never once cringed; so I'm hoping for good things. Reaching a second time for Rawn I pulled down Dragon Prince. Both of these books have covers that are the most awesomely 80's style fantasy art ever. The Dragon's Touchstone has a bunch of dudes fighting in armor and two wizards hurling green fire-smoke at each other and a dragon. It's possible that there has never been more testosterone on a book cover than this. Dragon Prince is no less awesome but a bit more cliched. There are two dragons standing up have a Godzilla-esque slap fight in the background and in the front is a white dude with a sword that kinda looks like John Tesh. For reasons unknown to me he doesn't have a shirt on. He's also got this hot chick draped all over him who is wearing a nighty. It's a mash-up cover of a bodice ripper/fantasy. (Which is the embodiment of what everyone whats to read whether they admit it or not.) With covers like that they have to be good, right?
More happy happenstance lead me to Litany of the Long Sun by Gene Wolfe; even better, it's the Guild American edition that matches my copy of Epiphany of the Long Sun. Nothing beats finding a matching set in a used book store. Now that I have the first two books in the series I can actually--you know...--start reading.
I got Inkdeath by Cornelia Funke because I loved Inkheart so much. Even if the second book in the series stalled a bit for me I have to read this one.
The only real impulse buy was How to Read Literature Like a Professor by Thomas Foster. Why? Because it was on the checkout counter when I was ready to go and it was two dollars... Aside from the fact that I don't really read non fiction, this sounds like the most boring, killjoy book ever. Don't be surprised if I never read this one.
I started in a Barnes and Noble then remembered I'm broke and left rather quickly going down the road to my favorite used book store. The Books for Less at Mall of Georgia is still my favorite location but the second store in Alpharetta is growing on me.
I didn't have anything in mind to buy but by the time I was done it was rather clear that I wanted comfort food reading material, which for me means fantasy. I've sucked at picking fantasy literature that I can actually get through and enjoy for about five years now, but that hasn't stopped me from trying.
Melanie Rawn is a name I've read in passing for a while so I saw her name on a shelf and reached for a book at random. What I pulled down was The Dragon's Touchstone by Irene Radford. I feel that choice is destined to be serendipitous. What's more is I read twenty pages and never once cringed; so I'm hoping for good things. Reaching a second time for Rawn I pulled down Dragon Prince. Both of these books have covers that are the most awesomely 80's style fantasy art ever. The Dragon's Touchstone has a bunch of dudes fighting in armor and two wizards hurling green fire-smoke at each other and a dragon. It's possible that there has never been more testosterone on a book cover than this. Dragon Prince is no less awesome but a bit more cliched. There are two dragons standing up have a Godzilla-esque slap fight in the background and in the front is a white dude with a sword that kinda looks like John Tesh. For reasons unknown to me he doesn't have a shirt on. He's also got this hot chick draped all over him who is wearing a nighty. It's a mash-up cover of a bodice ripper/fantasy. (Which is the embodiment of what everyone whats to read whether they admit it or not.) With covers like that they have to be good, right?
More happy happenstance lead me to Litany of the Long Sun by Gene Wolfe; even better, it's the Guild American edition that matches my copy of Epiphany of the Long Sun. Nothing beats finding a matching set in a used book store. Now that I have the first two books in the series I can actually--you know...--start reading.
I got Inkdeath by Cornelia Funke because I loved Inkheart so much. Even if the second book in the series stalled a bit for me I have to read this one.
The only real impulse buy was How to Read Literature Like a Professor by Thomas Foster. Why? Because it was on the checkout counter when I was ready to go and it was two dollars... Aside from the fact that I don't really read non fiction, this sounds like the most boring, killjoy book ever. Don't be surprised if I never read this one.
Tuesday, November 5, 2013
Some very gripping words
This is a taste, a teaser as to where I've been lately and what I've been reading.
Adultery by John Siddique
Finally I reached across the table
to touch your face, the pads of my fingers
on your forehead first, drawing down near
the inner edge of your ear and under
to hold your chin, lifting your head slightly
as if I'm about to kiss you.
We are burning as if we are adulterers.
The table is between us to keep us apart.
I think if we are going to have to pay for this,
I want to have at least touched your skin.
we do not kiss, don't go home, or make love,
we drink tea--green for you, regular black tea
for me. I eat, you say you can't.
We are adulterers of talk and desire,
pretending that by not coming together
we are somehow still standing on the good side
of the line.
we sit amongst other lovers, no one know
we are not supposed to be, say my name, you say,
and I say it. I want to show you so many things,
you say. It goes right into the place
I have covered up and armoured, to pretend
it no longer existed.
***
Memorial Day by John Siddique
Sunday late Spring sun ascends
over section 60 of Arlington Cemetery,
as girl scouts plant small plastic flags
on the rows of graves.
Music of bugles, silence of prayers
learned especially for today.
Drums strike the air,
a beautiful war day across these States.
Sections 1 through 60; there could be
generations of families here,
great-great-grandfather down to only son,
perhaps a daughter now.
The sun ascends t fall over the years
which march forward in dignified rows,
war by war, and white stone by white stone,
peace by peace, ending by ending.
***
Now if you really want you're mind blown I'll tell you that Siddique's book of poetry Full Blood contains stuff even better than what I've shared here.
Adultery by John Siddique
Finally I reached across the table
to touch your face, the pads of my fingers
on your forehead first, drawing down near
the inner edge of your ear and under
to hold your chin, lifting your head slightly
as if I'm about to kiss you.
We are burning as if we are adulterers.
The table is between us to keep us apart.
I think if we are going to have to pay for this,
I want to have at least touched your skin.
we do not kiss, don't go home, or make love,
we drink tea--green for you, regular black tea
for me. I eat, you say you can't.
We are adulterers of talk and desire,
pretending that by not coming together
we are somehow still standing on the good side
of the line.
we sit amongst other lovers, no one know
we are not supposed to be, say my name, you say,
and I say it. I want to show you so many things,
you say. It goes right into the place
I have covered up and armoured, to pretend
it no longer existed.
***
Memorial Day by John Siddique
Sunday late Spring sun ascends
over section 60 of Arlington Cemetery,
as girl scouts plant small plastic flags
on the rows of graves.
Music of bugles, silence of prayers
learned especially for today.
Drums strike the air,
a beautiful war day across these States.
Sections 1 through 60; there could be
generations of families here,
great-great-grandfather down to only son,
perhaps a daughter now.
The sun ascends t fall over the years
which march forward in dignified rows,
war by war, and white stone by white stone,
peace by peace, ending by ending.
***
Now if you really want you're mind blown I'll tell you that Siddique's book of poetry Full Blood contains stuff even better than what I've shared here.
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